I think about last time with Anna and how I didn't even go into labor. I had to be induced because my water broke. So what if my water hadn't broken, would I have gone for a couple more weeks? I've been kind of targeting August 15 again like we had with Anna and secretly hoping it's a bit earlier... what if it just keeps dragging on past that?
I look at other pregnant ladies when I'm out and about and I feel like I can tell the ones who are close to their due date. That swelling in the legs and face, the extremely uncomfortable look. Ugh. I just keep thinking wow, it's only June. I'm in this thing until some time in August.
I guess it would be wise if I just tried to focus more on the present and enjoy the summer - enjoy the last moments without an infant clamped to me 24/7. I'm trying. But man, I'm going to get bigger. Whoa.